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Well consider Mr. Amazing deleted from my phone and my life.  In the words of Taylor Swift, "He's just another picture to burn!" So I texted to tell him Happy Thanksgiving and that I understood that things didn't work out, although I wish he could have just said so.  I did say regardless of the situation, I was here if he ever needed anything and that I was thankful he was part of my life that year, if even for a short time. Perhaps I shouldn't have said anything.  Perhaps I should have just said "Happy Thanksgiving" and left it at that.  But I wanted closure, needed closure.  I didn't want to pine away at home, thinking that maybe, just maybe, he might remember I existed.  And I wanted to be nice.  I have no real reason to be rude, and I wanted to treat him the way I wanted to be treated. But just because you treat someone the way you want to be treated, doesn't mean they will actually come through with it.  Matter of fact, Mr. Amazing didn...

First I have to say that the Cowboys choked and lost the playoff game again! I'll be cheering for the Packers next week, which is ok. Brett is a Mississippi Boy! I prayed and asked God to let them win. But I had a bad attitude this weekend, and despite my not-so-sincere apology, I think God was making me suffer. I do apologize to all the fans out there. But hey, we can always blame Jessica Simpson! In all seriousness though, I've been a bit haughty and high minded. I know I am on a regular basis, but most of the time I'm just joking. This time, well, maybe I overstepped my boundaries. I guess the reason why I'm sharing this is because a good friend told me that he basically didn't believe I struggled with sin. And honestly I don't struggle with the "big sins" as far as humans categorize sin. I don't ever have the urge to drink, smoke, or dip. I don't struggle with fornication because I don't usually get that close to guys. However I do stru...

I always knew God kept good records, and finally, I am seeing a huge pay off! The Cowboys play the Giants Sunday afternoon at 3:30 PM. This presents a huge problem seeing that normal Sunday night service begins at 6:00 PM, and since I praise sing, I would have to be there at 5:15-5:30. I would miss the end of the game. Then, this particular weekend was scheduled as a recording session for our Praise and Worship Team to put on the TV broadcast. That meant the game was bascially off for me because they wanted to start recording early.... But the Lord has heard my prayer and inclined His ear to my voice! We are going to record immediately after Sunday Morning service and cancel Sunday night service since we will be up there all afternoon. That means, we can TIVO the game, and watch it as soon as we finish recording and the game won't end until we start watching it, so no one can ruin the final score! Now if the Cowboys can pull off a win against the Giants....Well that will take a mir...

I'm miffed today. It's not a bad day, and I'm not miserable or angry...just miffed. Here's why.. My favorite purse is beginning to tear. Stupid Jessica Simpson and Tony Romo went on a little getaway. Playoffs are Sunday. Last time Stupid Jessica showed up at a game, Romo chocked! If he screws up the game, I'm going to be so mad! This cute but weird guy called me today. Why is that the guys that I'm not interested in are all about dating, and the guys that I could actually be interested in dating aren't feeling it. I want a dog, and I can't have one. I live at home and my parents have always been against pets in the house. I know that I'm a pretty busy person and having a dog would be a huge responsibility , and since I tend to go off for trips really often, it would fall on my parents to watch the dog if I couldn't take him with me. I just need some type of companionship. Buh ...I just feel...discontent...