It's one of those times...
I absolutely hate being a girl at times. (That line should be enough to warn every guy to proceed with caution...)
Sometimes, when it's that time of the month, I can get extraordinarily moody. I know when it's coming on, but it's not as if it's something you can announce to the world. If you are sick, then you can simply say I don't feel well. Then when someone asks you, what's wrong, you can say, my stomach hurts, my head hurts. But it's hard to explain to someone in a polite manner that you want to rip everyones head off or bust out crying just because your brain is telling you too.
It doesn't help that I had an emotional conversation or that my pastor wrote me a really sweet encouraging letter. So I just had a bit of a breakdown, but I'm feeling better now.
I just overwhelm myself. I try to be everything to everyone because I want people to be comfortable even if it wears me out. I don't know why I try to please everyone; I'm not sure what happened in my early childhood to put that character trait in me, but it's a taxing one. The thing is that when I try to step back and take a break, I feel guilty for not doing all that I can.
For now, I'm going to bed, and I'll try and figure it out in the morning.
Sometimes, when it's that time of the month, I can get extraordinarily moody. I know when it's coming on, but it's not as if it's something you can announce to the world. If you are sick, then you can simply say I don't feel well. Then when someone asks you, what's wrong, you can say, my stomach hurts, my head hurts. But it's hard to explain to someone in a polite manner that you want to rip everyones head off or bust out crying just because your brain is telling you too.
It doesn't help that I had an emotional conversation or that my pastor wrote me a really sweet encouraging letter. So I just had a bit of a breakdown, but I'm feeling better now.
I just overwhelm myself. I try to be everything to everyone because I want people to be comfortable even if it wears me out. I don't know why I try to please everyone; I'm not sure what happened in my early childhood to put that character trait in me, but it's a taxing one. The thing is that when I try to step back and take a break, I feel guilty for not doing all that I can.
For now, I'm going to bed, and I'll try and figure it out in the morning.
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But I know how it be's, sister. I know how it be's.