I Got Nothing...

There is nothing to say that hasn't already been said.
There is nothing to do that hasn't already been done.
There is nothing to pray that hasn't already been prayed.

So why do I still feel at a loss?
Why do I still feel as if something is missing?
Why can't I put my hand on it?
Why can't I understand it?

What am I suppose to do now? Just wait??

Comments

Anonymous said…
The waiting room is necessary. You don't want to run out on the runway before the plane has landed and is ready for you to board. Don't miss your flight!
8:37 PM
'b' said…
what if, maybe, you've put too much hope in the wrong thing?

as much as it isn't what you want, maybe you've been wanting something that God doesn't want for you. and despite having to wait now and hope, maybe the loss, the "something missing" is God's way of telling you it isn't ... perfect?

i'm always cautious when i hear about people who finally get what they've always wanted. more often than not, it's the idea that they (we) want, and not the thing itself.

just be careful, kim, and be wise.
3:12 AM
Kim said…
But I have prayed...not my will, but Your will God. And I meant it! And I know that out of everyone in existence, God surely doesn't want me to suffer. He wants the best. So I'm trusting in Him. But it's hard. And if it's not what God wants, then I'm trusting Him to lead me somewhere else.

Thanks for your concerns...just pray for me. :)

And Anonymous....I like your comment better! hehe!!
9:19 AM
snb-the glamourista said…
i wish that sometimes the reality was as good as the fantasy. but...being girls, we often think so hard and long about what we'd like to happen and in our mind it gets placed on a pedestal. then, if and when the thing that started our dreaming arrives, it doesn't compare to the fictitious world we've built around it.
then again...maybe things feel out of place because everything is still in process. don't panic yet!
7:08 PM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

The Shallow Side of the Blog

I pride myself in being balanced. I'm not too liberal or too conservative. I'm not too girly nor too much of a tomboy...etc. Well today I'm throwing my balance to the wind and I'm going to be shallow. I went to the mall in search for a jersey for a friend. Well why I was there, I had to stop by a few stores and check out the clothes. I found not one, not two, but three new skirts. What's even great is that 2 of them are blue jean, and for all of you apostolic girls out there...you know how hard it is to find a good blue jean skirt. One even came with this really trendy scarf belt. I'm very excited about it! I've never noticed how much clothes I actually have. Some of the students have made the comment that I have not worn the same outfit since school started on January 3rd. What's sad, or good, is that they're right. I may have worn a skirt twice, but it was always with a different top. Somehow I still look at my closet and say, "I have nothing ...
Read more

American Idol? I think NOT!

Let it be said, American Idol is rigged! I've always thought this, but I know for sure this season, it's true! First, have you ever noticed that they pick certain people to do "stories" about. Somehow 99% of those people end up making it to the top 12. Amazing they have such an accurate record, considering that the shows choosing the top 12 is not pre-recorded? Hmmm?? Have the producers already decided who they want to be the top 12? Secondly, the whole Chris exit . Please, everyone in America wanted Chris to win. Everyone knew Chris was going to win. Personally I think there was some talking going on with him and the producers, he got a good offer and asked to be kicked. I have no proof of that, but it sounds good. I mean, come on, everyone knew Chris was going to win. This week, it was down to Taylor, Katherine, and Elliott. On Wednesday's episode of Good Morning America, they showed footage of both Taylor and Katherine, but didn't of Elliott. Did they kn...
Read more

The List of 4's

In honor of a lazy Friday, here's a fun list... 4 jobs I have had in my life: 1. Office Manager at Riverland Printworks 2. Computer Technician at the Center for Teaching and Learning 3. Monogrammer at Monograms by Myra 4. Career Center Manager at Riverside High School Four Nicknames I've been given: 1. Kim 2. Kymbo 3. Baby Doll 4. Rookie Four Movies you would watch over and over: 1. Lone Star State of Mind 2. Willie Wonka and the chocolate factory (the old one) 3. All the Tyler Perry Stuff 4. Ever After 4 Places you have lived: 1. Greenville, MS 2. Greenville, MS 3. Greenville, MS 4. Hot Springs, AR Four TV shows I love to watch .... 1. Gilmore Girls 2. One Tree Hill 3. The OC 4. Commander in Chief Four Places I have been on vacation 1. Branson, Missouri 2. Denver, CO 3. Tampa, FL 4. Mobile, AL Four Things I could not live without: 1. My immediate Family 2. My friends 3. Internet Access 4. Food Four of my favorite Foods: 1. Mexican 2. Salad 3. French Fries 4. Strawberries Four ...
Read more