Pragmatic Girl

The following was written about me just a few days ago by someone who stumbled upon my blog. I must admit, it is a bit frightening how accurate it is! If you are interested, go and check out more of his writings -- allIhaveIstheseWords

She loves God and she loves Jesus
And she always tries to sport rosy glasses
She’ll stand by for that guy, but why does it seem he won’t make it?
They say good things come to those who wait
But those good things don’t seem to wait for her
She wonders late at night if the effort’s worth it
Losing faith in man but not in the man above
She wants what every girl wants and that’s just to be loved
After disappointment from so many opportunities
I’ll never forget one night what she said to me

I want to feel alive
I want a love that’s all mine
I want vindication
I want my sunrise
Tomorrows are never ending
Today is misery’s disguise
I’m tired of waiting wondering why
I’m leaving now to find my sunrise

Unanswered calls and unanswered prayers
Her world keeps spinning even when she is not there
She could sell herself short if she just settled
But she’s too passionate and a lil too scared
Love’s a game and she plays for keeps
But no one can return feelings that are remotely concrete
She knows a great book doesn’t equal a great kiss
If she protects her heart she won’t know what she’s missed
You can try to break her heart but you can’t break what’s never been fixed
Her whispers in my ear sound a little like this

I want to feel alive
I want a love that’s all mine
I want vindication
I want my sunrise
Tomorrows are never ending
Today is misery’s disguise
I’m tired of waiting wondering why
I’m leaving now to find my sunrise

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dada333x said…
I'm half tempted to be a jerk and not post anything on my blog for a while.
8:35 PM
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