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There are a some days that I'm not happy being me. There are days where I'm happy being me, but I'd like to be a better version of me. Then there are those great days where I feel great just being me. Today is that day! I'm feeling good. I've been improving on me a bit. I'm working on my tan and I've been visiting the Y for a workout regularly! I'm changing my look a bit. I'm liking my outward appearance . Several people mentioned to me that I was looking darker! It felt good!! I'm also working on the inside part of me too. I've come to grips with my isolation problem. I know that I push people away and that I have a tendency to hide from love. I'm slowly changing that. I think I'm getting much better at putting things in God's hands and embracing my weaknesses. It's a daily battle, but it's do-able. So today...I'm just happy being Kimberly!

I celebrated the dream today by working out at the YMCA this morning, and by catching another movie with Mom. So I have been working out on a regular basis for the past 2 weeks! Ya know I joined several months back, but I never actually went more than 2-3 times. So I'm going and doing 3 miles on the elliptical machine. I'm really not doing anything other than that because I don't really know what I"m doing, and I don't want people watching me on those weight machines. I'm not really looking to lose weight anyway, just tighten my butt and thighs up a bit, and overall just feel good. My friend saw me working out today for the first time. He later texted me and said he almost didn't recognize me. I asked him was it the pants or the hat I was wearing. He thought it was a mixture of the two. He did reassure me that I looked absolutely normal though. I also bought the new iPhone on Friday! There are a few features that I'm not so psyched about, but overall I...

I have an internal stress clock that goes off around November 1st every year. It's chiming rather loudly right now. Seems everything falls upon the few short weekends between now and Christmas and everyone is demanding something from me. Here's a small snippet of my schedule: This Week: Monday-- Basketball Game Tuesday-- Band Practice Wednesday -- Church Thursday--Band Practice Friday -- Playoffs Football Game Saturday--Mom's Birthday, Wedding, Gig at a local restaurant, friends come to visit Sunday--Church Next few Weeks Leave to go to LA on that Friday come home on Wednesday before Thanksgiving December 1st--Friend's Baby shower (out of town) December 9 th -- Church Christmas Play (When am I going to have time to practice for that??) Add in several basketball games a week, plus working at the YMCA, (By the way, I haven't started that YET!) 9-weeks test, Semester finals, and all the other in between things I manage to throw in. So as you can see, the countdown to...

Guys are the most confusing creatures on earth. I'm sure they don't mean to be, but they are. I'm working out at the YMCA with my brother! Tonight is my first night, and I'm really excited. I hope I'm excited a few months from now! I left my camera in Hot Springs while visiting my friends for the weekend. I'll have pictures to add whenever I get it back! I got a speeding ticket while traveling home yesterday from Hot Springs. I have a radar detector. It didn't start beeping until I was already pulled over. I wanted to chunk it out the window. The coaches have talked me into doing the score book at the basketball games this season. I get paid $25 a game, so I said yes. I'll use the money to pay for my speeding ticket and use the rest for my rising car insurance cost! We had awesome church last night. Despite a vindictive situation that could have taken place, God honored the right attitude and showered down His Spirit anyway! Did you know that LSD can sta...