It's shattered....

....he dropped it hard....and now I'm sweeping up the unrecognizable pieces of what was...

Guess my instincts were right...yet I still can't process it all....

No need to say I told you so...my brain has told what's left of my shattered heart that enough already...

Comments

snb-the glamourista said…
i'm sorry. i'm praying for you. i know the pain all too well.
10:34 PM
the lizness said…
I'm sorry honey - I learned this lesson too. Unrequited/unconquerable is exactly what it sounds like. I'm really really sorry.
7:48 AM
Randall said…
You took a chance and opened your heart. I am proud of you. Sorry, that you have this pain to deal with.
9:30 AM
Anonymous said…
Remember the scripture "When we fall, We shall arise!" I'm so proud of you and more so proud to be your friend.. It has taken a lot to get us back to where we are and I hope it does nothing but grow from here.. I know I can't do for you what a man can,but I promise to never do to you what he just did again.. I believe God has his hand in all this and he is molding our friendship into eternal soul sisters!! United We stand, Divided We FALL!! I love you!
6:12 PM
'b' said…
you want that i should "talk" with him?
9:44 AM
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